...waiting...

she waited...she looked...she yearned...but out the window the only thing she could see were the lonely rain drops...she fought her heart...listened to her mind and ran him off...he was there...he listened with his heart and cared with his soul...but she was so broken...she wanted to hold onto no one but herself so when his arms were wide open she didn't recognize the embrace...she convinced herself that she did not need love...and so he left...she cried...cursed herself and sat at the window...watching and waiting for that embrace...