Doing too much

Her brain was being weighed down with thoughts...thoughts about what she wanted, what he wanted,and why their wants were never the same...they were cut from the same cloth, enjoyed the same things, even had some of the same friends yet they were on two different wave lenghths when it came to this relationship thing...they had crossed the line of friendship one wintry night...and ever since then her mind's just been in a muddle...she wanted him...wanted to be his...wanted him to claim her ad his girl...but she knew he didn't want that kind of commitment...at least she thought he didn't! She didn't want to wear her heart on her sleeve for fear that it would scare him away and put a samper on their friendship...lost and confused...she decided to fall back...keep her feelings to herself and just let things remain...stagnant...so now she saves face and doesn't risk getting played...but still she'll never know what could've been...